Thank you, gator.,

I could tell by the tone of her voice that she cared greatly for my brother.. I really feel bad they went around two weeks not hearing from him because he was unable to take calls and the had passed.. apparently the talked all day long every day.. that had to ha s been hell for her to not hear from him.. it just broke my heart to hear her be just a little bit excited to talk to me and find out how he was.. and then I had to reach in and rip her heart out..

I know, it wasn't my fault... I tried to be as caring and understanding and gentle as I could, but it just had to devastate her.. and I know it did.. this is definitely part of the big man's plan.. I just wished I knew what it was.. I've been saying that for years and years.. one of these days I'll understand.. until then at least I'll know there's good people left in the world and how fortunate I am to be involved with them to some degree.. thank you, again..

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Friendship is like peeing your pants.. Everybody can see it, but only you can feel the warmth..