In my family our dogs are at the same level as my blood relatives. The only one above all is my wife. I understand the pain of losing a dear pet.
You have rough times going Pool and you're in my thoughts and prayers....I was a farm hand for 5 years before my A.F. career and I know you will get thru because farmers are some of the toughest people.
Thank you for reassuring a healthy perspective on life, it is easy to get mixed up, like a typical farmer you provide a realistic look.
God Bless you and your family
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