I've felt unprepared for shows before and I went tentative into the deal, worrying about playing well and not screwing up and not falling offstage or calling the town the wrong name over the PA or something.. you are hypervigilant to everything you're doing and it tends to make you screw up, cuz normally you don't hafta THINK about anything - you just DO IT..

so, if he's going through the same thing, I get that.. but he practices every day, makes zillions of dollars and SHOULD be ready to go every week.. if he took a week or two off here and there I could understand it..

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