....I am so sour on football now.
Fan is short for fanatic, and I feel like I take the loss as hard if not harder than the players and coaches. I know they care, but to them it is a job. This is a passion of mine, I am kinda embarrassed to write.
The SF loss left such a pit in my stomach. Six in a row, blowing a 17-0 lead, McVay's now 45-1 when leading at halftime, the missed opportunities, Sofi was 50% red....ugh...ugh...ugh...
I am actually loathing Monday night as the game ends late and I have to work in the morning and if they lose, I will be so unhappy. I should not have that frame of mind, but....
