ESPECIALLY to Speed. I lost my mind (Yes I have one) and snapped a couple of weeks ago. Should never be an excuse but I had about 7-8 negative things hit me in just 8-9 hours that day, including a major malfunction with my my car and a setback with my Son trying to get into the USAF. The final straw was the loss of a friend of 44 years. The guy was a train wreck that everyone saw the crash coming the prior 3-4 weeks but nothing could be done. I have always taken pride in myself in handling life like an ADULT. I did not that night. Blowing up on Speed was nothing more than a tantrum to vent. No excuses. I was the A HOLE that night and nobody else. I think I owe everyone an apology. Would have done it sooner but I was embarrassed.