I've gone through stressful events, deaths of friends/family, getting cancer, friends going through divorces...I won't be stressed out, I will be agitated, sad, happy, in the need for a drink or 2, sick to my stomach......but not for reasons of stress, more for reasons of being a fan that is apprehensive of going down an all to well known hole from not too long ago.

The RAMS are in my blood, and always will be, but I refuse to stress out on something I have no ability to even try to either give a hand to, time to, or resources to....