Well.. that was a waste of time..

The urologist doesn't wanna do surgery now.. He said the MRI or CT scan (not sure which one they did) showed it being a level 4 tumor which is 85-90% sure its cancer, but since it hasn't gotten a whole lot larger, wants to wait.. and I'm thinking, "we caught it early. why not just get rid of it and let me quit worrying about it?".. but he doesn't wanna do it.. he even mentioned waiting until I'm 65 to get medicare and get the ablation procedure.. Maybe its time to get a second opinion, cuz 6 months ago he said "lets scan it and get it out of there"..

So, I dunno if I'll still do the stress test Friday.. it was to make sure my heart was ok to have this surgery.. But he may still wanna do it to make sure its OK to fix the heart hole.. So, lets just hurry up and wait...

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