sounds like I liked them a 'little' more than you but it was never the same after the first 3. I lost track of plot and especially characters simply because I didn't really care much.
What kept me going was basically 2 things: First, I did enjoy the special effects (yeah, I know, I've complained about that very thing in the past) and Secondly the joy my grandson's got from the movies. Watching those latter movies thru their eyes was good.
I saw the one where Han died as well... and another 1 maybe 2, the others I missed... I don't have any idea how many there are now.