is not spending more time with our dog Maddie. She was so special to me. I still miss her and its going on 4 years...I just feel super lucky that I had the time I did with her. I just wish I had spent more time with her in the final months of her life. She was my wife's dog but quickly became my dog... we just bonded. I let life get in the way and I always felt there would be more time. And there was, I just didn't take advantage of it.
