Bizarre, isn't it?

..and normally, no, you wouldn't be happy about having surgery.. Except in my case, where I've tried EVERYTHING over 34 years without success of ANY kind and KNEW I needed surgery in 1982 and without surgery, I will be absolutely miserable the rest of my life..

So, I do welcome surgery, at this point.. To be honest with you guys, its gotten so bad over the years I've prayed to die a thousand times as far back as 30 years ago.. at least... So, when you get to rock bottom like that for that long, surgery is a welcomed opportunity..

Plus, like I said, I just feel vindicated that I was right, all along, and all those stuck up, @#$%& doctors, who only wanted my $400 for the visit, but didn't want to help me, were wrong.. and believe me, after surgery I will have no problems telling them they WERE wrong.. (yeah, I'm a little disgruntled - this could have been done 30 years ago)

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