It does zap your will..

Its like, "what's the point? I'm just gonna keel over, anyway".. These have all been people my same age - or within a couple of years, so they all passed away at a relatively young age.. With the heart/kidney issues I already have, I'm really losing in faith in being here a long time..

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Friendship is like peeing your pants.. Everybody can see it, but only you can feel the warmth..