There's nothing wrong with that, sst. I have no idea what it's like to just chill anymore. I envy those who are able to do it in some of the most beautiful places in the world because I already know I'll never do it again myself.
The idea of travelling anywhere has zero appeal to me. Travelling used to be relaxing.... glamorous even for us regular folks. Not anymore.
I travelled alone last year to attend a family reunion in Oklahoma City and by the time I got home from the trip, I swore I'd never leave home again, not even to attend a funeral. I used to love flying. Now, I hate everything about it.

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