that I had tonight yet I do not think has ever happened before.. not ever... was...
I was convinced, at one time, we had lost... only to find a spark in my soul... and this while the game was STILL looking very bleak... that we HAD a chance.
Steve, sstrams, posted that... and it struck me to the heart because as morose as I felt... I thought that true. We DID have a chance. I was about to fold, give up, and didn't... because somewhere inside me, in a place that I admittedly didn't know existed... I found hope... and beyond that, belief.
I think it's going to take some time, no idea how much time, for me to realize... this happened.