And before starting this won't be criticism of ANYone... not a single person on this board.

Actually, this email 'may' be the harshest on ME...

when I was young I wasn't 'fair-minded' when it came to the Rams.. nothing close to that actually. My congrats to all of you who were. I don't begrudge you that attribute, I admire it actually... but I wasn't that way AND... I'm not very apologetic about being so. Not one single bit, actually.

I'm not that way today... but I don't consider myself as much more 'wise' as I do a little less 'emotional'. You go thru stages in life and I'm not convinced any 'one' stage trumps the others. They all have their place.

did any of that make any sense at all? It didn't to me.