But what sucks is knowing I'm doing more spinal damage every show, but I HAFTA perform the way I do, or not at all.. I just don't know at what point I throw in the towel.. its just so sad to even think about.. I mean, that's ALL I ever wanted to do in life and now I just do it for fun.. it'd be awful depressing to give it up completely.. but, not worth being in a wheelchair..
Friendship is like peeing your pants.. Everybody can see it, but only you can feel the warmth..
