I swore that I'd enjoy every Rams win after the past decade + of crap. And I have. Especially the KC win! But when we have lost (ONLY twice) I feel the panic and sense of urgency that others feel. I think it is because of the two LONG droughts after good years (1990-98 / 2005- 16) I feel like we have a narrow window of opportunity to win NOW and do not want to blow it. I need to remind myself that I am PRETTY CERTAIN that we have a new regime that PROBABLY won't allow MARATHON droughts. LOL I call myself a tough old bird/ long time fan....but I guess I HAVE been damaged by the YEARS of losing.