Just one thing that I cannot do..yet..since losing our cats.

You guys know I like to build models. I have been working on the old 1/32 Revell Japanese Zero from "Baa Baa Black Sheep". Having trouble going to the desk in the back room. Often, when I worked on the Zero and for some reason, EEEEVERY time I worked on my USS Hornet from Feb-June, our cat, Colonel, would run to the room if he saw me go back there. Before I could start ANY work, I'd have to pick him up, let him see what was on the desk and then he'd HAVE to rub his mouth on the side of my LED magnifying glass lamp. Only then, could I put him down. I'd pet him and he'd almost always roll on his side and simply watch me or sleep. It's hard enough to sit on my couch, where I am now, and even see the Hornet just to my right. I can deal with seeing where their bowls used to be....NOT see them on the bed and even stand by their graves without losing it. But I still need time before I sit at that desk.