During her lunch break, she looked at security camera footage of our porch. The other day, she just wanted to see when she left the porch on Saturday morning. It was 3:05AM. Today, she was curious as to what transpired BEFORE. For just over an hour, Bella moved to several locations on the porch. She even paced restlessly. That was NOT her! SOMETHING was indeed wrong. More than ever, we know she indeed simply found a peaceful place to pass. I have been hurting too but I have felt SOOO sorry for my Wife. She has questioned what SHE could have done different. What happened was sad but as I told her an hour ago....It was God's will and nature's instinct doing it's thing. I told her there was something divine about how we found her....... A ray of sun the size of the palm of a hand on her when I peeked through the bushes just one last time. We are still hurting but THE big man has told us in a few ways...... "I've got this...and Bella."