I had no idea you were suffering like this.. I thought that after surgery you would have a long healing process, but everything was truly good and you were done with the hard part.. I must have missed some posts where you discussed what you're going through - and I am so sorry about that..
Seriously, whatever I can do for you, please just let me know.. You've got my thoughts and prayers every day.. Every day.. Hang in there, brother, and please forgive me for not being on top of things.. Definitely not the first time.. doubtful it'll be the last.. Much love, brother...
Friendship is like peeing your pants.. Everybody can see it, but only you can feel the warmth..