Roman I totally get that.
During Ram debacle on the Monday night against Baltimore a wildfire broke out here in Santa Barbara my daughter 9 months pregnant lived right in its path
I went from banging remotes and thinking the end of the world was coming ....to getting her evacuated and not caring one bit.(the fire literally burnt to her front door and I mean literally thankfully the firefighters saved the structure)
Anyhow it does put things in perspective
I'm 50 life long Ram fan and totally invested....but sometimes it takes tragedy or things larger than a game
and that's what it is a game and entertainment to realize
Their is always next Sunday next season or whatever
Sorry for your uncles loss