So sorry to hear about that, Arkansas... I know in life I have never cried as hard as I did when we lost Lucie, our little rescue Beagle, in 2016.. My wife and I are STILL not over that - we talk about her every single day.. I was talking with another friend today and we discussed that we could care less what happens to the humans in movies, but if the dog dies, we go to pieces.. so, you are definitely not alone.. So sorry again - I know how hard it is to lose your best friends... Take care, man..
Friendship is like peeing your pants.. Everybody can see it, but only you can feel the warmth..