Sorta feel like I'm carrying "the guy torch".

In the past 6 years, I have lost my Brother and two friends who I considered Brothers. We used to ALLLLLLWAYS frequent sports bars to watch games or just get together for a few beers. I feel a VERY strong urge to carry on such times, even if it's with my Wife. It actually excites me! But the void is so hard to shake. Ironically, right now, my Wife and I are watching "We Are Marshall". Many parallels.